Thanks for the warm leather-ly welcome 2009. =)
I don't have resolutions ... yet. I decided to give up on the new years resolution on eating right and losing excess weight because when I become conscious of what I eat... the more I gain weight. ODD! So none of that. I have never tried to read more books because I want to be happy with what I do. LOL. I fall asleep trying to read, though I do love picture books. Hmm... I tried doing more artwork... but I don't have the right materials and equipments. I don't want to spend money on that yet because I don't have any room for them at the moment.
I could always work on my praying habits. (Or lack-there-of -_-')
The reason I don't want to make resolutions is that I can already feel that 2009 is going to be a long and hectic year. Long because I can't wait for 2010 so I can have my own room, and hard because its time for me to save my academic life. But nothing my God can't handle so I shouldn't be afraid.
There's one thing I want to happen but I don't want to promise because I AM SUPER SCARED and I am going to admit this... I have no confidence in my work. I want to do what I love... but I feel like I'm not good enough to do it. Which is why I worked in a toy store instead of designing. When it comes to my work, I'm quite sensitive about it which is why not everyone sees it. (Some are hidden under my bed, LOL) I want to do good. I want to be great at this. I want to explore... but I don't like risks... but I know that I'm going to HAVE to take it if I really want to be amazing.
WAHHH!!! Why didn't I want to be practical than be passionate? BOO!
I need to practice. I really do. This is one skill I don't want God taking away from me. The same creativity that created the universe.. I share a little bit of that and I want to keep it. SO PLEASE! Anyone who needs me to do something... I will do it as long as its web or print. I can't design products yet simply because I suck at it. HAHA! I'm going to start a client notebook. Don't worry.. I won't charge anything until I feel like I'm good enough to charge. HAHA! (Yabang!)